When I started going out with her, I never thought that I would witness this day. A heart full of sorrows, wet eyes and hands trying to hold her whenever it get chance. If she would have become a little more emotional then I would have cried. I started coming closer and closer to her, I was aware of the fact that there would be a last time and it was today 12th may 2009.
I accompanied her to bus stand for the first n last time in my entire college life. Though bus stop was hardly 3-4 Km away from vit and it wouldn’t take more than 15 min to reach there but i wanted this journey to last long. While sitting in auto, I was holding her tight with both hands for the last time. She let herself free in my arm. She was kissing my hands like never before or may be I was feeling it in a different way today. She wanted me to come to Chennai with her. I didn’t have any compunction about telling her to go without me. Not because I didn wanna to go or wanted to spend more time with her but because I knew it would make situation even more worse. On 11th after spending a whole day with her when I was dropping her near to girl’s hostel, I felt something pinching deep inside my heart. I took a deep breath and said “This is it. Finally we are here” and she said “Ya, we are here”. I knew I was looking at her for the last time in moon light. It was almost her hostel in time so she couldn’t help herself and she left. I stood there long enough and kept watching her going away and away untill she disappeared in the darkness of 11th may.
Back in auto, we both were aware of the fact that we were separating from each other now, If not for ever then at least for a long time and also there was no surety of further meeting in coming future. This thought made her sad and with her face, full of sadness, was looking innocent and at the same time sweet also. I wanted to stop her and wanted her to stay with me but I was helpless. I wish I could have got a little more time with her. Situation was inevitable. First time I met her in canteen and I never thought that we would come so far. We had a great time whenever we were with each other. Those late night messaging, watermallon juice in canteen, ice cream in Gilato n many more things that we did together n shared , will always be memorable. Ahhh how could i forget my first punishment that she gave to me. She made me to walk from Gilato to vit. She was different from other girls I have ever been in realtion with. She was the best thing that happened to me in my college life. I spent 2 years with her and how those 2 years passed I don’t know. I think when you have good time it flies and when you have hard time; it crawls. It would not be so easy now to keep the same relationship with her as I know that long distance plays its role.
Last 2 years with her made me realize that how life could suck so badly and how sometime it gives u another chance to laugh. Back at bus stand we again made hundreds of promises to miss each other. I am really missing her now. Whenever I will receive a message I want it to be from TAKILA. Whom I would miss a lot; will it be her or will it be her message, is a que I am stilling trying to find out its answer. But I guess time itself will provide me the answer. But whenever I will play any of her favourite song it will remind me of her. I don’t want her to be my past. I want her to be my future.
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